All That Is, Was and Will Be...

omg i cant believe this thing is still here. im really embarrassed by some of these posts. damn this was a long time ago!!!!

Current Mood: shocked

So I got a job working for Four Seasons in Costa Rica. I start July 3rd, so I move there at the end of this month. They have a fully furnished apartment with a gym and a pool waiting there for me and they are paying for my plane ticket too. I am so excited that I am finally getting out of this town and this country for a while. It will be sad to leave a few people but I must do what is best for my career at this point in my life. I am going to miss Rachel (and Pupps) and Sarah and my dad the most, but I know they will be fine without me. (at least for a short time, hehehe) Well, thought i would post the good news... I'm off to bed now. Lata Bitches!

Current Location: H-ToWn
Current Mood: I got a job!
Current Music: Ray Cash feat. Scarface

So it really is here. Graduation time, time to get out of college once and for all. Time to move on and get that job in 'the real world' and make real money and shit like that. Wow, its crazy feeling. Someone told me at the begining of this final year that this would go so fast and they were right. It has been lightspeed since then. May12 is just around the corner and then i am done with this college stuff. I have to decide where and who i want to work for now.... I cant decide if i really want to relocate to somewhere like Las Vegas or somewhere on the East coast or even stay in Houston.... damn the decisions. Well if anyone wants to give me a graduation present, you should hurry up and do it now cuz I might not be around H-Town much longer...
See you bitches on May 12th.....

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: silence

I'm so busy lately. Just got out of class, Foods2 is soo time consuming. I'm going to graduate real soon. I bought my cap and gown yesterday. I hope I pass finance. It will be nice to get through college. Speaking of getting through college that reminds me: Ricky the Puto Rican is a piece of shit and the biggest pussy the great island of puerto rico has ever shit out. If any of you ever see him you let me know to find this spic because he has an appointment with a dentist that is gonna set his fucked up teeth straight for free. It seems he got out of line and needs the fear of god put back in his heart. Too bad he is such a pussy, he brought it all on himself. Oh reminds me... Rachel got her dog a polo style shirt to wear, its so funny. Its green and it even has buttons and a collar, he looks like a little pimp dog. He just wont wave while he wears it for some reason. oh well. Damn I'm getting tired... later bitches.

Current Mood: Did I say graduation?!!

When I woke up today
and you weren't there to play
then I wanted to be with you
when you showed me your eyes
whispered love at the skies
then I wanted to stay with you
inside me I feel alone and unreal
and the way you kiss will always be
a very special thing to me...
When I lay still at night seeing
stars high and light
then I wanted to be with you
when the rooftops shone dark
all alone I saw a spark
spark of love just to stay with you
inside me I feel alone and unreal
and the way you kiss will always be
a very special thing to me...
If I mention your name
turn around on a chain
then the sky opens for you
when we grew very tall
when I saw you so small
then I wanted to stay with you
inside me I feel alone and unreal
and the way you kiss will always be
a very special thing to me...

Current Mood: doing stupid homework
Current Music: pink floyd

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown
I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: none

poor guy...

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: the who

so school fills all my time now. foods2 is so time consuming that i do it and have time for nothing else. at least im doing well in it so far, cant say that about the rest of my classes though. finance is proving to be way too hard for me. not looking good for me. i dont know what to do either. regardless, i must go to work soon. it is what i do when i have free time now.

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Big Boi - Kryptonite

i really dont have much to talk about right now. school has kept me drowning in homework and the time spent out of class on class-type-shit is outrageous. i blew my finance test badly. i never found the time to study that shit really. foods2 thinks its my only class and gives shitloads of out of class work. thank god my kitchen mngr night is on Tuesday. get that shit over with and I will be more free to do my other classes. well the super bowl is this sunday and i am going to be working it once again this year. i bet i might get to watch it this year, in previous years i was never able to catch it... i totally missed that nipple slip that one year, i was madly dissappointed. I am gonna go for the seahawks because everyone else says they will lose. i dont care really, im not a big fan of football. its the commercials that i love watching. i wonder if anyone remembers that one commercial - Terry Tate, Office Linebacker? that was some funny shit, i tell you. well on that note i am gonna go grub down and hit the gym... TGIF bitches.

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: mix tape

Well I don't feel better
When I'm fucking around
And I don't write better
When I'm stuck in the ground
So don't teach me a lesson
Cause I've already learned
Yeah the sun will be shining
And my children will burn

Oh the heart beats in its cage

I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field

Yeah we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left, left

Now it's three in the morning and
You're eating alone

Oh the heart beats in its cage

All our friends they're laughing at us
All of those you loved, you mistrust
Help me, I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else left
I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Cause I got too excited when I thought you were around

Oh, he gets left, left, left, left, left, left, left

I'm sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire
Oh the heart beats in its cage
Yes the heart beats in its cage

and the heart beats in its cage

Current Mood: <-- fuck kitchen safety?
Current Music: 70's Rock